It just hit me, this very second, that I'm almost 18 and I'm not a happy person... blessed, grateful, lucky and probably loved by a small group... yes, but not happy!
And I want to change that, I don't want to feel like this anymore because I know that life has so much to give me and that's only gonna happen if I'm happy... not 100% prepared or sure of what will happen, I just need to be happy with me and my life, because that's the key to having a great life and success in what you do!!
There are things that are up to me to change (and that is a whole different post) but there are also things that I can't do by myself... like making new friends or making current friendships better, taking them to a level where you know they're probably gonna last forever. For now that is what I want in life, FRIENDS.
Friends are the people that you go to when you need to talk, you share experiences, make decisions with, give and take advice from, travel with, go to concerts with, spend the most amazing years of your life with... I see people that I know, people I don't know, people in movies, people in real life... they all have real friends, whether it's a small close group or a larger group with different types of people, they all seem to get along and have a lot of fun together. Probably not all of them are close or intimate with each other but when they are together they have the best time... there's no judging, no making fun of, no rude comments.
Maybe I'm wrong and this is all lies or part of this image that I have of others is wrong... I don't know because I've never experienced something like this. But I believe something like this does exist, I know it does (based on vlogs I watch on Youtube, mostly of "The Brit Crew" [Zoe from Zoella, Marcus Butler, Tanya Burr, Jim Chapman, Louise from Sprinkle of Glitter, Alfie from Pointless Blog and so on]).
That type of friendship (with people who get me, who will not judge me or make fun of me, who are mature and accept other people's choices and believes) is the type of friendship I want to have.
So if you feel like I feel comment down below and share the things you appreciate in good and true friendship. And if you have great friends comment down below some of the things you like to do together or anything you feel like you want to share with me.
That's everything for now, thanks for reading. Don't forget to check out all of my social media sites.
Have a great day or night, depending on where you live.
Love you all!!!
Carolina xx
