Hello! I'm not really sure what to write in this post but as my last one was over a month ago I felt like I couldn't not write, even if just to say hello.
And why have I not been writing? Well, I've been quite busy with the last weeks of school and exams and things that were very overwhelming, in a bad way as I wasn't enjoying them.
I'd like to say that's all gonna change now but it's not the truth...
For this "thing" that I feel like I'm trapped in to change I must change myself.
And if you are wondering what the "thing" is, well it is my life! A sad, boring and stressful life that has a tiny amount of happiness in it once in a while.
Can I change that? Yes, yes I can!
What do I have to do to change that? I have to go out of my comfort zones, believe more in myself, don't feel sick or stressed about simple life things that make me, most of the times, feel anxious.
So what am I gonna do first? First of all I'm gonna take a couple of weeks to just relax and not to worry about anything but myself, just have fun and leave my problems and anxiety back home. That's the main thing on my mind now! I'm gonna go away next monday, the 30th of June, and I'm gonna come back on the 10th of July. I'm only gonna be here for a day, as I will go on a 3-day holiday, from the 12th to the 14th of July. After that I hope to be relaxed, with a fresh mindset and ready to change my life for the better and do what I enjoy!
The next 10 steps I'd like to take...
I want to: keep doing Youtube and blogging
enjoy the rest of my Summer like I never enjoyed one
look for jobs and courses that interest me
learn how to cook
explore the city I live in
hang out with my best friends often
go out everyday, even if just for a walk to get some fresh air
take lots of pictures and record videos (because memories are important)
keep writing my novel (I started writing a novel, how cool is that![it's nothing serious, I'm writing it for myself])
be healthy (food, exercise, sleeping, people, activities, etc.)
These are the first 10 things I want to start after I come back. I want to keep doing them for a long time, some of them for the rest of my life. I will find more things to had to this list, eventually, but for now 10 it's more than good.
Feel free to comment down below some of the things you'd like to do to make your life better and happier! Or comment anything else, something you'd like to say.
Thanks for reading! Have a lovely day!
Love,
Carolina Rosalie
