The Last 2 Months

The last time I blogged was yesterday but before that was January, the 19th. Since then a lot has changed although it remains the same. Let me explain...

In case you didn't know I took a break from the (in construction) Carolina Rosalie brand - Youtube & Blog - to take a German course. I studied this intricate language from Germany a few years ago but as I stopped practising I forgot most of the things I had learnt and because learning languages is one of my passions, I decided to take an intensive German course to re-learn the language. In about a week I am going to be finished with the course and it's a bitter-sweet sensation.
Throughout my time in the course I felt like I was growing, not just as a language speaker but as a person. I was the youngest in my class, ages going from 18 to 56 years old and most days I felt comfortable with that. There were a few occasions when I felt a little like an outsider because all of my classmates have had experiences that I am yet to discover and live, they know a lot of things I don't and they are a lot more wise than I am, in some aspects. But when these rare occasions occurred I tried to think of them as opportunities to learn, learn about life.
The bitter-sweet sensation happens because I had a great time taking the course, I felt great about myself. One thing I am going to remember about this experience is that everyday I'd go to the place where I was taking the classes and after 4 hours "trapped" in a room, I'd leave feeling a warm and joyful sensation.
But now it is time to move on to other experiences...

What's ahead of me?
As everyone else in the world - or almost everyone - I cannot know what is ahead of me because I can't see the future (although sometimes when I'm asleep I dream about things that years later I experience and then I have déjà vus, which makes me kind of a seer). But I can plan what I want to do and I know for a fact that things will not occur exactly as I want them to but, if I really want something, I'll fight for it and eventually it will happen in the most unexpected way ever.
And what I plan to do is to get myself a job to make some money and gain some working experience. I am not sure when this will occur but hopefully some time soon because I need to save some money for a few things that I plan on doing later this year.
Plans concerning my (in construction) brand: I want to keep on making videos and writting on my Blog, I want to eventually grow as a Youtuber and a Blogger, expand to other places of the world, put out content that I am really passionated about and proud of, etc.
I am not in total control of the growing and the expanding of the brand but I think that if I grow as a person and my content grows with me and if it defines me than people will start to notice what I do and eventually I will have an opportunity to grow in this industry.

To be continued...
Love,
Carolina Rosalie ♥

Where Have I Been ?

So it's been about 2 weeks since my last Youtube video and 1 week and a half since my last post here... There is a reason for this absence and withdrawal. I have had a lot to do lately, a lot in mind and I hardly have time to think about videos or posts.

When the year began - and even before that - some things happened in my life which I am trying to deal with in best of ways without getting myself submerged in them.

I won't go deeper into this subject but I can say to you that you have nothing to worry about. I will find a way to deal with the recents events and I will go back to my normal self - or even a better me, who knows??

But what I wanted to say is that I am not in the best of moods and I won't be until the things happening in my life are solved, so for now I will not commite to making any videos on my channel nor blog posts here.

I really want to keep doing posts and videos but at the moment I am somewhat unable to do it. But as soon as I feel better, as soon as the troubles that I have in hands are solved I will be back on the video and post "making".

I could have kept on doing videos and blog posts - and I tried, believe me - but they weren't good enough, I was not happy about them. I don't want to put up content that I am not proud of so it's better to take some time for myself, some time to better myself and to better my content and then, when I feel ready, I will start putting up content again!

One more thing before I leave, I am trying to grow both my channel and my blog, content wise. I want to keep doing, showing and talking about the things that I talk about but I also want to start putting up content that I am really passionate about. Things like fashion & beauty (which I don't talk about as much as I'd like to), food & recipes, new discoveries, music, acting, lifestyle and random little things that I love!

Like promised I will be back as soon as I feel like it's best for me to come back, as soon as I feel better and as soon as I feel happy about my content.

Until next time my loves!

Love,

Carolina Rosalie ♥

Where have I been? What is new?

(This is something I wrote days ago but I still wanna post it! Enjoy!)

First of all I would like to apologise for not posting or uploading in a long time, mainly posting because writting is something that truly helps me feel better about myself, whether I've been having a good or a bad day... What I'm trying to say is I'm sorry for not putting up content for you guys and I'm sorry, I apologise to myself for being so tired, stressed and busy doing nothing truly important. I've not been doing what really matters to me nowadays and it's sad... but enough with the sad apologises!

To anyone that cares to know what's been going on lately in my life here's a brief explanation: the last days of school and the exams have been killing me!
I don't have school anymore but I still have 2 exams to take, one on the 18th and the other on the 23rd of this month. After that I'm gonna be all relaxed and less tired, which means my brain is gonna work 10 times better, which means there's gonna be content to put up! Yay!!
But... that content is only scheduled to be posted/uploaded in mid-July because I'm going away on holiday for 10 days, come back for one day and then go away for 3 more days. I do have a week in between the last exam and my holiday but I'm gonna take those days to hang out with my friends before we stay apart until like August...

Also there's a few things that are gonna change:
-I decided to make a vlog channel, so now I have two channels
( Main channel & Vlog channel )
-I'm gonna be posting twice a week on my blog
-my content is still gonna be the same but there's a lot more coming

Be ready!!!
Love,
Carolina Rosalie

Hello?!

Hello! I'm not really sure what to write in this post but as my last one was over a month ago I felt like I couldn't not write, even if just to say hello.
And why have I not been writing? Well, I've been quite busy with the last weeks of school and exams and things that were very overwhelming, in a bad way as I wasn't enjoying them.
I'd like to say that's all gonna change now but it's not the truth...
For this "thing" that I feel like I'm trapped in to change I must change myself.
And if you are wondering what the "thing" is, well it is my life! A sad, boring and stressful life that has a tiny amount of happiness in it once in a while.
Can I change that? Yes, yes I can!
What do I have to do to change that? I have to go out of my comfort zones, believe more in myself, don't feel sick or stressed about simple life things that make me, most of the times, feel anxious.
So what am I gonna do first? First of all I'm gonna take a couple of weeks to just relax and not to worry about anything but myself, just have fun and leave my problems and anxiety back home. That's the main thing on my mind now! I'm gonna go away next monday, the 30th of June, and I'm gonna come back on the 10th of July. I'm only gonna be here for a day, as I will go on a 3-day holiday, from the 12th to the 14th of July. After that I hope to be relaxed, with a fresh mindset and ready to change my life for the better and do what I enjoy!

The next 10 steps I'd like to take...
I want to: keep doing Youtube and blogging
               enjoy the rest of my Summer like I never enjoyed one
               look for jobs and courses that interest me
               learn how to cook
               explore the city I live in
               hang out with my best friends often
               go out everyday, even if just for a walk to get some fresh air
               take lots of pictures and record videos (because memories are important)
               keep writing my novel (I started writing a novel, how cool is that![it's nothing serious, I'm writing it for myself])
               be healthy (food, exercise, sleeping, people, activities, etc.)

These are the first 10 things I want to start after I come back. I want to keep doing them for a long time, some of them for the rest of my life. I will find more things to had to this list, eventually, but for now 10 it's more than good.

Feel free to comment down below some of the things you'd like to do to make your life better and happier! Or comment anything else, something you'd like to say.
Thanks for reading! Have a lovely day!

Love,
Carolina Rosalie

What's the news?

Hi everyone! Today I am gonna share with you guys what I've been doing recently because I feel like it... so let's start!

A few days ago I started my own Youtube channel which I've been meaning to do for the past year... so I finally did it! The link is https://www.youtube.com/carolinarosalie3 in case you wanna go there and watch my videos. I upload videos every thursday and in case you wanna know what type of videos I plan to do here's the link of my most recent video where I explain all of that to you guys: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iuIAn6Bzfw&list=UUAZls6IjGMrNiv6RISGae8w

Next thing I want to talk about is a list of things I want to have accomplished by the time I turn 20 (I'm 18 now in case you didn't know).

1. I want to live in England, either by myself or sharing a house witth friends

2. I want to have long hair. My hair is medium size now and I'm letting it grow

3. I want to lose all the weight I need to lose in order to be healthy

4. I want to work in something that I like (job)

5. I want to do Youtube and Blogging (and be successful at it)

6. I want to live a healthy lifestyle (working out, eating, have the right people in my life, etc.)

7. I want to wear contact lenses because I'm sick of wearing glasses all the time (specially when I'm watching a really sad movie and I cry and then I have to take of my glasses and clean them...)

8. I want to drink at least 1.5L of water everyday

9. I want to do laser hair removal

10. I want to do the stretch marks treatment that makes them smaller and less noticible

11. I want to sort out my friendships and figure out who I still want in my life and who I don't want

12. I want read loads of books 

13. I want to get rid of all the negative things and memories in my life

So that's pretty much it for today. Make sure you check my Youtube channel as well as my other links, all linked in the sidebar.

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Love,

Carolina Rosalie ♥♥♥

Back Again

Hello girls and boys!! I'm back... again...

As some of you may know (or not) I started this blog in May 2013. Looking back on this year I see that this blog made me feel really good about myself and whenever I wrote something or had some sort of idea, I'd feel really excited and I'd forget all my problems and I'd feel relaxed, like I was going on holiday... but this is much more affordable :)

I decided to take a break from writing on Summer and another break quite recently, in November, due to being so stressed about school's final exams and projects, for this past term... 2 more to go :(
But I promised I'd be back and I'm not gonna stop writing this blog posts for a while.

I also have some exciting news! I've wanted to do this for a couple of years now but I was never confident enough to "take the risk". But now I am so I'm happy to announce that I'll be starting a Youtube channel soon :D (the link is on top of the blog if you want to check it out)

That's all for now. Look foward to hearing from me quite soon and I'll talk to you in 2014!! :)
Have a great year!

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I'M BACK

I’M BACK!!! 

I’m sorry if I’ve been missing for a long time but this summer did not go has planned, it was a bit crazy and a lot happened. But I’m finally back and this time is for real, I’m gonna spend as much time doing things for you guys as I can cuz this is one of the things I really enjoy doing!

So here’s a little list of titles of the next posts:

àMy Story.

àDealing with anxiety.

àDo you feel like you don’t belong where you currently are?

àFacts about me.

àMottos of my life.

àMy inspirations.

àDon’t judge others, you don’t know their story.

àEtc.

This is what I have in mind and btw is not necessarily going up in this order but the first one will most definitely be either “My Story” or “Mottos of my life”.

I hope you enjoy all the things I have coming up and maybe you can relate to them… if so my job will be done. If there’s anything I can help you with just comment on any of my posts or tweet me using #CarolinaHelps (my twitter username: @Carolina_Rosa16) and I’ll try to help you in any way I can.

Until next time, bye loves!! ;)