The Last 2 Months

The last time I blogged was yesterday but before that was January, the 19th. Since then a lot has changed although it remains the same. Let me explain...

In case you didn't know I took a break from the (in construction) Carolina Rosalie brand - Youtube & Blog - to take a German course. I studied this intricate language from Germany a few years ago but as I stopped practising I forgot most of the things I had learnt and because learning languages is one of my passions, I decided to take an intensive German course to re-learn the language. In about a week I am going to be finished with the course and it's a bitter-sweet sensation.
Throughout my time in the course I felt like I was growing, not just as a language speaker but as a person. I was the youngest in my class, ages going from 18 to 56 years old and most days I felt comfortable with that. There were a few occasions when I felt a little like an outsider because all of my classmates have had experiences that I am yet to discover and live, they know a lot of things I don't and they are a lot more wise than I am, in some aspects. But when these rare occasions occurred I tried to think of them as opportunities to learn, learn about life.
The bitter-sweet sensation happens because I had a great time taking the course, I felt great about myself. One thing I am going to remember about this experience is that everyday I'd go to the place where I was taking the classes and after 4 hours "trapped" in a room, I'd leave feeling a warm and joyful sensation.
But now it is time to move on to other experiences...

What's ahead of me?
As everyone else in the world - or almost everyone - I cannot know what is ahead of me because I can't see the future (although sometimes when I'm asleep I dream about things that years later I experience and then I have déjà vus, which makes me kind of a seer). But I can plan what I want to do and I know for a fact that things will not occur exactly as I want them to but, if I really want something, I'll fight for it and eventually it will happen in the most unexpected way ever.
And what I plan to do is to get myself a job to make some money and gain some working experience. I am not sure when this will occur but hopefully some time soon because I need to save some money for a few things that I plan on doing later this year.
Plans concerning my (in construction) brand: I want to keep on making videos and writting on my Blog, I want to eventually grow as a Youtuber and a Blogger, expand to other places of the world, put out content that I am really passionated about and proud of, etc.
I am not in total control of the growing and the expanding of the brand but I think that if I grow as a person and my content grows with me and if it defines me than people will start to notice what I do and eventually I will have an opportunity to grow in this industry.

To be continued...
Love,
Carolina Rosalie ♥

Where Have I Been ?

So it's been about 2 weeks since my last Youtube video and 1 week and a half since my last post here... There is a reason for this absence and withdrawal. I have had a lot to do lately, a lot in mind and I hardly have time to think about videos or posts.

When the year began - and even before that - some things happened in my life which I am trying to deal with in best of ways without getting myself submerged in them.

I won't go deeper into this subject but I can say to you that you have nothing to worry about. I will find a way to deal with the recents events and I will go back to my normal self - or even a better me, who knows??

But what I wanted to say is that I am not in the best of moods and I won't be until the things happening in my life are solved, so for now I will not commite to making any videos on my channel nor blog posts here.

I really want to keep doing posts and videos but at the moment I am somewhat unable to do it. But as soon as I feel better, as soon as the troubles that I have in hands are solved I will be back on the video and post "making".

I could have kept on doing videos and blog posts - and I tried, believe me - but they weren't good enough, I was not happy about them. I don't want to put up content that I am not proud of so it's better to take some time for myself, some time to better myself and to better my content and then, when I feel ready, I will start putting up content again!

One more thing before I leave, I am trying to grow both my channel and my blog, content wise. I want to keep doing, showing and talking about the things that I talk about but I also want to start putting up content that I am really passionate about. Things like fashion & beauty (which I don't talk about as much as I'd like to), food & recipes, new discoveries, music, acting, lifestyle and random little things that I love!

Like promised I will be back as soon as I feel like it's best for me to come back, as soon as I feel better and as soon as I feel happy about my content.

Until next time my loves!

Love,

Carolina Rosalie ♥