I want...

It just hit me, this very second, that I'm almost 18 and I'm not a happy person... blessed, grateful, lucky and probably loved by a small group... yes, but not happy!

And I want to change that, I don't want to feel like this anymore because I know that life has so much to give me and that's only gonna happen if I'm happy... not 100% prepared or sure of what will happen, I just need to be happy with me and my life, because that's the key to having a great life and success in what you do!!

There are things that are up to me to change (and that is a whole different post) but there are also things that I can't do by myself... like making new friends or making current friendships better, taking them to a level where you know they're probably gonna last forever. For now that is what I want in life, FRIENDS. 

Friends are the people that you go to when you need to talk, you share experiences, make decisions with, give and take advice from, travel with, go to concerts with, spend the most amazing years of your life with... I see people that I know, people I don't know, people in movies, people in real life... they all have real friends, whether it's a small close group or a larger group with different types of people, they all seem to get along and have a lot of fun together. Probably not all of them are close or intimate with each other but when they are together they have the best time... there's no judging, no making fun of, no rude comments.

Maybe I'm wrong and this is all lies or part of this image that I have of others is wrong... I don't know because I've never experienced something like this. But I believe something like this does exist, I know it does (based on vlogs I watch on Youtube, mostly of "The Brit Crew" [Zoe from Zoella, Marcus Butler, Tanya Burr, Jim Chapman, Louise from Sprinkle of Glitter, Alfie from Pointless Blog and so on]).

That type of friendship (with people who get me, who will not judge me or make fun of me, who are mature and accept other people's choices and believes) is the type of friendship I want to have.

So if you feel like I feel comment down below and share the things you appreciate in good and true friendship. And if you have great friends comment down below some of the things you like to do together or anything you feel like you want to share with me. 

That's everything for now, thanks for reading. Don't forget to check out all of my social media sites.

Have a great day or night, depending on where you live.

Love you all!!!

Carolina xx

The most amazing movies

Hello little ones!! Today I have a surprise for you...

As you should've known by now (and if you don't - Hi! I'm Carolina, nice to meet you. I occasionally share my life with you people and talk about things that are a big deal for me... so I think you should follow my blog and any other social site I'm in... who knows, you may like me and all the weird stuff that I do every day...we may even become friends...) I love films to death. I wanna be an actress so it's really important for me to have a connection with the movies, the story... And what do I consider a connection??...

Connection: a relationship in which a person or thing is linked or associated with something else.

A connection for me is when you get so into the story, the characters lives and everything that happens, that you start to feel like you're a part of the movie... A connection is when you start to cry when something bad happens... when you laugh when everyone's laughing inside the movie... when you forget about your real life and all the things you have going on at the moment and you feel like the movie is your life...

There's lots of films, really good films in the world, but only a few have made me feel like I had this connection. Sometimes is because I relate to one of the characters, sometimes (and this times I get really fascinated) is because the details, the story, the beginning, the end, everything in the movie is so wonderfully made that you just feel like you're in heaven... even when it's the complete opposite of heaven.
So I decided to share this list of movies that I connect with because I'm bored and I have nothing to do... no, actually is because I want you to know a little bit more about me. I don't know why I like to share my life with the world but the fact is that I do like it so here are the nominees for the best movies of my life (aka the movies themselves):
-Harry Potter, the saga
-The Hunger Games & The Hunger Games: Catching Fire (and probably the rest of the movies, yet to come)
-The Perks of Being a Wallflower
-Friends With Benefits
-The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones
-The Holiday (classic Christmas movie)
-Stuck in Love
...and movies yet to come...

YAY! Now you know a short list of the movies I like and maybe that will give you a clue about my personality (if you do wanna know about it...).

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My New Year's Resolutions

Hello!!!
Today I wanted to share my resolutions for this year because I feel like 2014 is going to be a good year and I think if I work hard I'm gonna be able to accomplish what I want. I also feel very happy and excited about this year and what it has to offer me... I am finally ready to change my life for the better :)

So here are the resolutions:
1. lose weight (to be healthy not to be thin)
2. eat healthier
3. workout more often
4. work part-time
5. do as much things as I can and try new things
6. be less worried, be less stressed
7. go to London
8. get things ready for when I move out of my parents house
9. be less shy, be less anxious
10. go out of my comfort zone
11. think more about myself
12. Youtube & Blog

So these are the 12 main things I want to accomplish this year. There are loads of other stuff I'd like to do but some of them are not only up to me, for example making new friends... I can't just force somebody, haha. It has to happen in its own time :)

That's pretty much it for today's post. Thanks for following and reading!!
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Talk to you soon, b-bye! ;)