Thursday 26 June 2014

Where have I been? What is new?

(This is something I wrote days ago but I still wanna post it! Enjoy!)

First of all I would like to apologise for not posting or uploading in a long time, mainly posting because writting is something that truly helps me feel better about myself, whether I've been having a good or a bad day... What I'm trying to say is I'm sorry for not putting up content for you guys and I'm sorry, I apologise to myself for being so tired, stressed and busy doing nothing truly important. I've not been doing what really matters to me nowadays and it's sad... but enough with the sad apologises!

To anyone that cares to know what's been going on lately in my life here's a brief explanation: the last days of school and the exams have been killing me!
I don't have school anymore but I still have 2 exams to take, one on the 18th and the other on the 23rd of this month. After that I'm gonna be all relaxed and less tired, which means my brain is gonna work 10 times better, which means there's gonna be content to put up! Yay!!
But... that content is only scheduled to be posted/uploaded in mid-July because I'm going away on holiday for 10 days, come back for one day and then go away for 3 more days. I do have a week in between the last exam and my holiday but I'm gonna take those days to hang out with my friends before we stay apart until like August...

Also there's a few things that are gonna change:
-I decided to make a vlog channel, so now I have two channels
( Main channel & Vlog channel )
-I'm gonna be posting twice a week on my blog
-my content is still gonna be the same but there's a lot more coming

Be ready!!!
Love,
Carolina Rosalie

Hello?!

Hello! I'm not really sure what to write in this post but as my last one was over a month ago I felt like I couldn't not write, even if just to say hello.
And why have I not been writing? Well, I've been quite busy with the last weeks of school and exams and things that were very overwhelming, in a bad way as I wasn't enjoying them.
I'd like to say that's all gonna change now but it's not the truth...
For this "thing" that I feel like I'm trapped in to change I must change myself.
And if you are wondering what the "thing" is, well it is my life! A sad, boring and stressful life that has a tiny amount of happiness in it once in a while.
Can I change that? Yes, yes I can!
What do I have to do to change that? I have to go out of my comfort zones, believe more in myself, don't feel sick or stressed about simple life things that make me, most of the times, feel anxious.
So what am I gonna do first? First of all I'm gonna take a couple of weeks to just relax and not to worry about anything but myself, just have fun and leave my problems and anxiety back home. That's the main thing on my mind now! I'm gonna go away next monday, the 30th of June, and I'm gonna come back on the 10th of July. I'm only gonna be here for a day, as I will go on a 3-day holiday, from the 12th to the 14th of July. After that I hope to be relaxed, with a fresh mindset and ready to change my life for the better and do what I enjoy!

The next 10 steps I'd like to take...
I want to: keep doing Youtube and blogging
               enjoy the rest of my Summer like I never enjoyed one
               look for jobs and courses that interest me
               learn how to cook
               explore the city I live in
               hang out with my best friends often
               go out everyday, even if just for a walk to get some fresh air
               take lots of pictures and record videos (because memories are important)
               keep writing my novel (I started writing a novel, how cool is that![it's nothing serious, I'm writing it for myself])
               be healthy (food, exercise, sleeping, people, activities, etc.)

These are the first 10 things I want to start after I come back. I want to keep doing them for a long time, some of them for the rest of my life. I will find more things to had to this list, eventually, but for now 10 it's more than good.

Feel free to comment down below some of the things you'd like to do to make your life better and happier! Or comment anything else, something you'd like to say.
Thanks for reading! Have a lovely day!

Love,
Carolina Rosalie