Saturday 8 February 2014

Take a look inside my mind

(I wrote this on sunday, the 19th of January)

Today is the first bad day I've had this year, it's the first day that I sat down to think about what is currently happening to me and to others out there. I always say to myself "Don't think too much about your problems, it's only gonna stress you out and you're not gonna feel okay." But I end up thinking about the problems anyway because it's seems to me that when I do that, after feeling sad, anxious, angry and so on, I get into a calm and relaxed state of mind because I find my inner peace and I know everything is gonna be alright. I have been through so many things in my short period of life (true fact)... one more is not gonna make me fall or break down. I've realised they only make stronger!

[I believe the "so many things" I've experienced were meant to be, were meant to happen to me because it was God's way (btw I'm not religious but I do believe there is something above us that controls all lifes and does everything with a purpose... I don't have any other name for this "force" so I call it God) to "create" the person I am supposed to be, with a strong personality and my own believes, a voice to others, an inspiration... I believe I'm going to be that person some day because that is what I see myself doing with my life. I want to have a voice and inspire others, give advice and be a role model to younger and older people. I want to be able to save lifes, I want to help.]

So I'm writting what I'm feeling because it's my way of letting the bad thoughts go. I like to think that if I turn something negative into a positive thing, that is going to bring positive things to my life. I'm not only creating a good thing but also making myself feel better about it. And I think that is one of the purposes of life: finding a way to let go of the bad whilst creating the good, whether it's for yourself or for others.

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Lots of love. 
Bye! ;)

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